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2009-03-07T14:43:00.001-08:00

Time seems to fly. stop, it doesn't. the older you get the faster it goes. don't waste it. Precious moments hold dear. soon we may not be here. for we will go there, a world with out end. memories of here only but a dream, a sweet simple dream. or a big whacked out nightmare depending on who you are, how you live, how you think and most of all what you believe. Heaven or Hell. Life or Death its up to you. SO CHANGE, some say IMPOSSIBLE! I say it takes time and hard work and most of all faith in our loving God. for some it takes going to the edge and looking down others it takes the fall. ME, I went over and waddled around in all that muck for some time 24 years to be exact.They kept telling me to humble myself I didn't understand till I ask him to help me understand then in an instant all that I was, all that I did, even all my dirty thoughts and all the pain that I caused to myself, my babies my soul mate in life and the rest of my family and friends came back to me I seen it all and felt it all at once. OH! the shame that I felt I was this little baby crying for forgiveness, begging for forgiveness. Then that comforting feeling of love and belonging came in the same instant. God himself reached his great mighty hand down into that world of shit I was waddling in and washed me off and made me clean again sparkling new. I was forgiven. so from then 01-01-98 till now and to eternity I live with CHANGE.

P.S. Its ME
alls you have to do
is ask.
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2009-03-07T14:38:00.000-08:00

APRIL 5, 2001

TO ERICA,
WHATEVER WAS MY PROFIT. I NOW CONSIDER LOSS FOR THE SAKE OF CHRIST.
WHAT IS MORE I CONSIDER EVERYTHING A LOSS, COMPARED TO THE THE SUPPRESSING GREATNESS OF KNOWING CHRIST JESUS MY LORD,FOR WHOSE SAKE I HAVE LOST ALL THINGS. I CONSIDER THEM RUBBISH, THAT I MAY GAIN CHRIST AND BE FOUND IN HIM, NOT HAVING A RIGHTEOUSNESS OF MY OWN THAT COMES FROM THE LAW, BUT THAT WHITCH IS THROUGH FAITH IN CHRIST. THE REGHTIOUSNESS THAT COMES FROM GOD AND IS BY FAITH. I WANT TO KNOW CHRIST AND THE POWER OF HIS RESURRECTION AND THE FELLOWSHIP OF SHARING IN HIS SUFFERINGS,BECOMEING LIKE HIM IN HIS DEATH, AND SO, SOMEHOW TO ATTAIN TO THE RESURRECTION FROM THE DEAD. NOT THAT I HAVE ALREADY OBTAINED ALL THIS OR HAVE ALREADY BEEN MADE PERFECT, BUT I PRESS ON TO TAKE HOLD OF THAT FOR WHICH CHRIST JESUS TOOK HOLD OF ME. I DO NOT CONCIDER MYSELF YET TO TAKEN HOLD OF IT. BUT ONE THING I DO: IFORGET WHAT IS BEHIND AND STRAINING TOWARD WHAT IS AHEAD, I PRESS ON TOWARD THE GOAL TO WIN THE PRIZE FOR WHICH GOD CALLED ME HEAVENWARD IN CHRIST JESUS.
PHILIPPIANS 3:7-14
THIS IS PART OF PAULS LETTER TO THE PHILIPPIONS.
HOLD ON TO THE PRACTICAL TOOLS HE PROVIDES TO HELP YOU SHAPE YOUR THINKING ACCORDING TO GODS WAYS.

REMAMBER THIS
I'M CONVINCED THAT GOD'S HOLY SPRIT ORCHESTRATES OUR LIVES TO TOUCH OTHERS ARROUND US IF WE WOULD JUST OPEN UP AND BE OURSELF. BE FREE TO BE IN LOVE WITH JESUS IN FROUNT OF OTHER PEOPLE. BE AN EMBASSADOR THROU WHOM HE CAN INTRODUCE HIMSELF. THERE IS A WORLD OUT THERE HUNGRY AND SERCHING FOR JESUS AND HIS LOVE. DON'T KEEP HIM TO YOURSELF.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND BE WITH YOU ALWAYS FOR EVER AND EVER.
GOOD LUCK AND HAVE A WONDER TIME AT THE RETREAT

LOVE YOU
SINCERLY

ONE OF MANY
ANGLES

PressingToward The Goal

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