Saturday, March 7, 2009

change

Time seems to fly. stop, it doesn't. the older you get the faster it goes. don't waste it. Precious moments hold dear. soon we may not be here. for we will go there, a world with out end. memories of here only but a dream, a sweet simple dream. or a big whacked out nightmare depending on who you are, how you live, how you think and most of all what you believe. Heaven or Hell. Life or Death its up to you. SO CHANGE, some say IMPOSSIBLE! I say it takes time and hard work and most of all faith in our loving God. for some it takes going to the edge and looking down others it takes the fall. ME, I went over and waddled around in all that muck for some time 24 years to be exact.They kept telling me to humble myself I didn't understand till I ask him to help me understand then in an instant all that I was, all that I did, even all my dirty thoughts and all the pain that I caused to myself, my babies my soul mate in life and the rest of my family and friends came back to me I seen it all and felt it all at once. OH! the shame that I felt I was this little baby crying for forgiveness, begging for forgiveness. Then that comforting feeling of love and belonging came in the same instant. God himself reached his great mighty hand down into that world of shit I was waddling in and washed me off and made me clean again sparkling new. I was forgiven. so from then 01-01-98 till now and to eternity I live with CHANGE.


P.S. Its ME
alls you have to do
is ask.
angel on earth

7 comments:

sojourner said...

YEA! You did it!!! Your first post is very good and I look forward to reading more and learning things about you "I never knew"

Love,
Big Sis

Anonymous said...

hello !

i am nAncY, i was visiting at yvette's and came on over from there.

Laurie A. said...

a voice in the wilderness. no fat here. i thank that Big Sis of yours for inviting me.

John said...

Welcome to the wonderful world of blogging! Your Big Sis linked me over here. Nice intro post and I will look forward to stopping by from time to time and hearing your heart.

Blessings!

John

Robin said...

I totally agree with don't waste time, the older you get the faster it goes...I am trying to stop it by as you have pointed out it does not stop!

I enjoyed your post and look forward to reading others.

sojourner said...

Write some more girl!

sojourner said...

Lena you're supposed to post some more :0)